Well, I didn't get into graduate school. I'm not sure how I feel, but it goes something like this:
You know in the movie where the girl is freaking out because she thinks that the nerdy kid in her class is going to ask her out? She is telling everyone around her that she doesn't want to go with him and what will she say?
The dance comes, the dance goes and he never asks.
She is left wondering, Why did he change his mind? Am I not good enough? Am I not cute enough?
That my friends, is how I feel.
Well, now I can make a "get out of debt and improve my credit" plan. Hopefully things work out with moving in with E if she finds that house. (She's still looking and FL evidently is not big on open houses.) Super cheap rent and friends!
C'est la vie.
4 comments:
C'est la vie. Amen. You ARE good enough. And you are more than cute enough. It's just that now isn't the time, for whatever reason.
Maybe it's that your dad is right.... maybe you applied to the wrong school and need to apply elsewhere.... say.... BACK HOME?!?!
Ok.... I am kidding. You know that. Don't be so hard on yourself, Stace. God has a bigger plan. Maybe it's that your Mr Right is waiting where ever it is you and E move. Maybe it's that there is someone waiting in the next office that you will visit that needs to learn something from you. You may never know. Just relax and have fun down there, like you originally planned. Life is good. Enjoy it while you can.
LOVE YOU!!!
P.S. Didn't get you called back tonight because I fell asleep on the couch. Will call you tomorrow, I PROMISE. Big hugs and love and miss you LOTS!
The reason you didn't make it probably has nothing to do with you at all. Quotas, numbers, deadlines...who knows. The college is definitely saying, "It's not you. It's me."
You will start your doctorate (is that what you're even pursuing?). Just not NOW.
Breathe.
Have have a happy VD Day. Isn't that what you call it???
Hey,
you were looking to lighten your decision making load anyway weren't you? Well the college did it for you! Keep in mind that you would have had to reevaluate work, finances, living situation and your ability to travel home on a whim. So you didn't get in, breathe a sign of relief for all those little decisions that have been put to bed, at least until the next time you want to apply! Try again after you get published.
you are way too normal for graduate school.
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